I am at Milkwood in New York, an old farm transformed by Sophie Blackall and Ed Schmidt, into a real life picture book full of magical humans and creatures, spending the week writing, drawing, cooking, and sharing stories. I am here because someone else isn’t, and I saw — at the right time — the golden ticket floating around instagram.
I brought a not good poem about getting unstuck by a magical other, and thought if I put it into book form, it would set me free. But it has become it’s own stuck thing.
I was reminded of Rick Rubin’s four stages of the creative process by a fellow retreater:
Collecting seeds
Experimentation
Crafting
Completion
I appreciate this reminder because I often feel that I am eternally in stage one — collecting seeds. (I just returned from a literal collecting of seeds from Milkwood’s wild gardens and have so many other kinds of seeds from the week in the form of poems, photographs, and notes) Upon reinspecting, I actually often travel through stages two and three. It is the fourth and final stage: completion, that gives me the cold sweats. And it looks like I am breaking the rules, sharing my playing here before reaching completion. But this is what I’ve signed up for for now — it moves me past the seeds and past the experimenting and into crafting.
I am just going to share the first stanza and hopefully by next Thursday I’ll feel good about sharing more. This may always be a not good poem though…
It’s early enough on a Sunday
To fetch my barking girl from the hilltop
Who is she up there talking with today?
I bring my fruitless scribbling to a stop.




And now, Milkwood!






Now to navigate completion!
Update: The Colours in My Tin!
The palette! For those of you inquiring, is s vintage water colour tin whose paints I removed and replaced them with:
@stonegroundpaintco : Olive Green (Gouache and Watercolour), Gamboge, India Red, Diarylide Yellow, Florence Blush, Summer Pear
Clay pots and Paint made by me from found and purchased pigments: Malachite, Seemsville Black, Flouresent Yellow, Magnetite Black
@carandache New Colours: Salmon, a pink I cannot see the name of, Chinese Green, English Red
@sennelier1887 Chalk Pastel (green number worn away) and Tangerine Oil pastel number also worn away
One small Green @prismacolour ending with 05
I LOVE the Palette? Are you able to share the colors and brand? Absolutely gorgeous❤️
Completely magical!